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"Where do you live?" "Anywhere" That's thr obvious answer I've got everytime somebody's asking me. I don't have bed, I don't have room, I don't have a proper space to leave my stuff. He, my friend, yesterday told me. "You miss your space, the time to put your music on, the time to reach your greatest creativity in ur own thoughts" "Right." But what shall I do ? If my heart and my mind don't have any time to rest and being quiet. I just follow my feelings, ending every time perhpas under the same roof. But in a different space. If I think that this one is the closest way to have a relationship.. I'm wrong. And I know that. Can I do something about ? Do I need a doctor ? Or medicine ? Trying ur best to be strong, to let understand people that you don't mind. That it could be in that way cause for you is fine. Having thousands of questions that none understand. Being ignored everytime you try to talk about ...

Has gone, everything into I was believing is gone, like water through pipes. I don't believe in things that happen with unknown reasons so I'll just keep passing through everything is going on. I don't believe that person has came and gone without nonsense and I'm still thinking that a reason is there, and is not the experience, is not the good times, is useless cause at the end there was nothing to be happy with. Unreal emotions, unreal days. Is this sort of fake happiness that I'm still in love with? I don't want to keep it personally, but like the way like heart speaks anything does. Halloween has gone and it brought with it, love, amazing feelings, dances like there was no tomorrow to think about until the legs were not in pain. Hands clasped, thousand of spins, smiles, hugs, then something happened just after Christmas to ruined everything and I got mad, I got mad till the point to get upset, sad and disappointed without any reasons. To be restless an...