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Every time is the same odd feeling. I remember when I was a teenager was super easy to keep up with a blog, however, nothing really exciting was happening in my life! Now, with all the beauty and stuff actually going on I'm so struggling to even post a few words twice a week. I've decided to go through my blog once again. The last post I've read is from my trip to Bali. I was reading a few of them: ...getting lost in ricefield, Ubud's monkey forest... I'd love to be back there and live again those moments. Eating banana's pancakes and drinking piña coladas ...I'm trying to stay focus and live the present moment, although taking a walk down memory lane seems a very appealing thing. Before leaving Australia a person that I might consider a friend gave me an incredible book " The Power Of Now " by Eckhart Tolle. That book walked me till the end of my journey home. It blew my mind, teaching me how to see the world and live situations in ways that oth...

After a what it seems long week here I am writing about me and my everything ( which is not a person definitely  ! lol )  This week has begun with a nice party in Fulham to Carla's place.. Was pretty nice. I went with Andrea who seems like ages without meet up! The same guy, same guy of last year, same friend if I can add! We had some talks till late then we went at home getting ready for the next morning which was going to be our first time to Richmond park. What I might say ? ! Has been pretty nice going there. Was first afternoon about 1pm, was sunny and wasn't that cold. I really enjoyed. More talks, walking like crazy travelers in unknown lands ! ( : Ahaha, has been funny and for a several hours I felt like anything could hurt me and completly free. Free. Free.  - Sometimes one of the worst feelings is when you don't feel anything at all. When you feel like having nothing to say to anyone. And you're just going around as a mental pretending to don't un...

Has been a while since last time I wrote a post on here. Things are going in the nicely way possible. Nothing compare with last year. London is my home and nothing can change it. I feel like everything is going to be "easy". Like if I want to do something I've just to do it, to wake up tomorrow and decide it, everything is going to be better. ( I love to repeat it to myself ). In those days I really need to take pictures around. To put some memories in my hard-disk, just in case one day I will forget everything about this life. I started my IELTS preparation and hopefully in a few months I'll be able to take it, and then .. we'll see what is going to happen. I'm excited! Tonight I brought a piece of my family in a such amazing place in Bermondsey, I thought in London there wasn't anymore awesome place like the one on the Jubilee walk, but I was wrong, that one is something that I could never have expected. No turists, no too many people. Just the ri...

Non son riuscita a fare niente di quello che avrei dovuto fare. Mi son trovata con un week-end in cui ho cercato di essere più fuori che dentro camera mia, in cui ho rincorso gli amici pregando a me stessa di non rimanere sola neanche un istante. A volte, conducendo certi stili di vita sei soggetto a sentirti demoralizzato e svuotato "come una pila scarica", ne parlavamo giusto ieri, ..e ti svegli alle 3 di notte chiedendoti solo che diamine voglia dire tutto ciò, che diamine tu stia combinando e così senza tante cerimonie ti rinfili a letto ed improvvisamente tutto il sonno che c'era non c'è più. Sei solo tu, un vuoto corpo ed il materasso, niente di più, nessun rumore, nessuno che ti dica "Hei guarda che andrà tutto bene! ". Non è il fatto di avere problemi, non il fatto che ci sia qualcosa che non vada. Sono solo i 20 anni insomma. Chi ha avuto 20 anni sereni ? Chi ? Alzi la mano per favore! Ti inventi mille scuse, arrivi a dire che un parente è stato m...