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E' veramente difficile quando cominci un nuovo lavoro ed hai 26 anni e sai che non sará il lavoro della tua vita, ma a questo punto della situazione devi solo cercare di andare d'accordo con tutti e fare in maniera tale che ti accettino per la persona che sei... E fidatevi fare ció in un posto dove sei l'unica persona che parla l'Italiano e tutti quanti parlano inglese non é per niente un'impresa facile. Ma, perché c'é un ma in tutta la situazione... se continui imperterrita ad essere te stessa prima o poi le cose vanno bene, cominciano ad andare per il verso giusto. Questo é quello che sto realizzando in queste settimane, che il mio lavoro mi piace, i miei colleghi sono amichevoli e sto cominciando a conoscerli tutti e farmi apprezzare per la persona che sono. Quando una persona mette le mani nella tua borsa per una gomma da masticare o per un accendino senza neanche chiederti il permesso non lo prendo come un atto di disrispetto, ma come finalmente un accett...

Summer is going good so far.. we can start to forget about the nice summer that we had last year and start to think about better autumns. The weather doesn't look to give any signs of changing and outside seems like we are not going to wear tshirts any longer. I don't think I talked a lot about my new job at the restaurant, which for what I'm studying is just perfect because gives me lot of free time. A started to work in Strada at the Brunswick centre just a few minutes from Russell square station.  At the begin was such a struggle and I was really confused about everything, when was not busy I was to try to get all the things that I needed to know. I know, probably most of the people thinks that is just "being waitress" (but a part from that which is totally true), is something as well psychologic regarding helping the people to make them feel comfortable and let them buy anything you suggest or you just upsell.  I met so many nice people and comparing ...

The will to say anything. The need to shut. I must don't forget that this is a public blog and that I cannot write whatever bullshit I'd like to. I'd like to talk about the people, about any kind of people, about the ones in the streets, the ones with who I work with, the ones are taking piss of me and I don't understand why. The ones that are far but I never forget, the ones that need someone who might take look after them. I was in the tube with a colleague and I could not took my eyes off from an apparently old lady who was reading a Holy Bible and writing notes on it. I turned to my friend and I said him without stop looking at her " I cannot stop to look at her" and he said "Yeah, I cannot too". My feelings were really confused. I don't know what I was feeling, but was something from the inside that was impossible to keep under control.. Then..? Many people keep being rude between each others. And I still cannot understand that. Ho...